| Lee Goddard |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|02:35 pm] |
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For those who haven't yet heard about Lee, you probably soon will read about it in the paper when it comes out. I feel so shitty because me and *my* Lee (Mansfield) just saw him at Mobil a week ago, and we all talked, and it just seems so weird. He was headed down to st mary's fair when it happened, I mean, his family must be going through some terrible pain that none of us can imagine. Me and Lee M are planning to get all the people we know from Lackey to sign a card that we can send with some flowers.
Cross your fingers for this job at civista!! |
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| “If life is just a game, why does it hurt so much when I’m losing?” |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|04:37 am] |
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| | Metallica-One | ] |
I feel so shitty right now. I got in a fight with Lee over something that seemed so dumb, but that hurt me bad….it was just a dumb little convo we were having, and all of a sudden I ask him something that I really shouldn’t have, and he gives me his honest answer (but lied about it before). It was something I’m really sensitive about, that busted my ego in one big ol’ pop. I felt sorta like I was dating Josh there for a sec…felt like I was scum, worthless. Something I thought I was so good at, but it turns out I’m really not. It was embarrassing in the worst way! You know, kinda like finding out your boyfriends gay or something.
Erm, no…not that bad.
Tonight I invited Austin to go racing with us, which was his first race and all. Lee was mad, because I mean, Austin is an alright looking dude. Well, Lee wasn’t mad, just kinda self-conscious I guess. Austin whooped my civics’ ass though, but I was proud of him. That boy has a lot of talent.
But I mean, that’s what bothers me. How come I don’t have a “talent”? What got me so upset tonight was that Lee knew I was sensitive about it, and he lied to me, and then, he INSULTED me. What’s more, he…..just…left me there. I got pissed, and fucking left. Fuck it, I didn’t need that shit. He’ll call tomorrow anyways.
It’s something I know I’m good at, I’ve had lots of honest boyfriends who even later actually bragged about it. But Lee LIED. And INSULTED me. Uh uh, no way. I love him a lot, but not enough to put up with feeling put down. I learned my lesson, more than once.
Anyhow, there were some nice cars down at the strip tonight. There was the usual, Jeremy Kerby’s Focus, Richard Skatzes Monte Carlo, Amanda’s Mustang, Austin’s VW. A couple of quick little imports, but for the most part, lots of fast domestics. There was a red 5.0 mustang that would have put Greg’s black one to SHAME! I should invite fuckin’ Roger up there with the Integy, have him kick some ass.
We hung out with Phil the other day, since he was back in town. Phil’s prolly one of the coolest dude’s there is. Anyways, we (Lee, me, and Phil), went to McDonald’s….
I’ll write more later I guess. My computer’s not being a dick or anything, so maybe I will.
Anyways, I wish I was the best at SOMETHING. Fuck it, it's not even worth trying. |
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[May. 27th, 2005|03:34 pm] |
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Okay this is gonna be a quicky, since I'm sitting at the College library chillin before I go to work.
Nothing really much to write except that I looove Lee. |
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| PHHHHISSSSSH....... |
[May. 15th, 2005|02:23 pm] |
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| |  sore | ] |
I'm so fucking BORED. Um...what's new...dating Lee ( ;-D ), been doin so for about a month now or more. Things are goin good I guess except for our occasional spats (About the dumbest shit too..holding hands at shoppers when I didn't know he was tryin to hold hands..Donny...[lol...that was kinda a funny one..]..not being able to decide on what to do..etc) He's so cute when he's mad tho...like a lil' puppy. We looked at intakes for the civ at autozone today...I might buy one with my paycheck. Though I still need to get it to pass inspection..which might never happen. Whateva.
My dad's out of the hospital...outisde reving up his Kawasaki (I still kinda like it better then the Harley)...it souynds like shit cuz the pipes are bad..like RRRRRRRROOOOOOORRRR....POP POP. Kinda tight tho.
I LOVE working at Ridge....my coworkers are cool as shit and even tho the work is hard it's fun. |
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| Waasssup!!?!!! |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|11:06 am] |
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| | POO-ISH | ] |
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| | CHANNEL FUCKING 4. | ] |
Sqqqueeee...I can CONNECT again! YAY! Ebaymotors, here I come!!
Lee and I did our first engine-type mod to the civic yesterday. You know, before he messed up his ankle. Ya'll know my civic...it's the black one cruisin down 301 with the gay ass MOROSO and STAHL HEADERS stickers on the right window. You can't really ignore it, plus it's loud.
Don't ask about the decals, I mean, I didn't put them on there. Geez.
Anyhow, friggen Lee fucked up his ankle yesterday, after I took him to his job interview (smart...:-P). I don't know what the hell he did to it (but I know for damn sure he was doing something dumb), but I got to spend the rest of the evening at Civista, scolding him about walking on it. He'd better be glad I love him so damn much, lol. If he gets the job though, I'm going have to take him to work every night (along with Cory), I don't mind it, but I wish he could get his license back sooner. And that his civic wasn't trashed.
Oh yeah, I got a new job!! :-D But I don't want to give it away...just yet...:-P
Ah well...I'm starting to sound all teenager-ish, with all the "SQUUUEEE" and all, so I'm going to leeeeave. |
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| AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! |
[Apr. 19th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
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| | BRRRAWWWWK! | ] |
Gawd I'm going insane. I need to get OUT of this house, because my heart is punding and my energy is through the roof. Took a shower, waited for Lee to call back.....and waited. Grr. I hate days where everyone is busy at work or asleep or stuff. But goddammiitttt, we were supposed to hang out!! VEWRJBVEWJRBNJEBNJKWENBMEWNRKBNEWKRBNJENRBEWRBADVBSAUIBVEIRBEENRKBENQ...
*blinks* Yeah, I think I need to leave now. I saw RILLEY today!!! Which, is prolly why I'm acting all crazy like this, because he's so muthafuckin WEEERD. Dumbass. TOO MUCH CAFFIENE! AHHHHHH!!!! That's it! I'm leaving! I'm going to Burger King, bitches, and I'm not coming back! Ever!!! HEHEHHEHEHEHEHHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
[To everyone on my friends list: I'm sorry for this post...honestly, I really am]
SKEET SKEET!!! |
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| Dreamzzzzzz |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|04:34 pm] |
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| | It's a..nice day..for a..white wedding... | ] |
Based on a true...dream. Or nightmare, however you look at it.
WARNING! Parts are PG-13 or up.
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| It’s…SATURDAY! |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|11:31 am] |
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Ick. Now I think I have allergies, great, what else am I gonna get? Yesterday I spent my whole time walking around with red, swollen eyelids, barely able to see a damn thing. My nose was snuffed up, and I sneezed every two seconds. At first I was thinking that maybe it was my dad’s cats, who yes are still here!!! If you weren’t in-the-know, my dad just recently sold his house in Welcome, Md (which is where I live, but I still have a LaPlata address.). He bought a new 2003 5th wheel rv and rented a NICE lot in Aqualand, which is a campground in Newburg by the VA bridge; until he can buy a new, better, house. Of course, when he was moving (a MONTH ago), him and my mother brought over their two cats, Spanky and Sandy, who are demon cats from HELL, so that when he moved down to Aqualand for the time being, they would be nice and safe. But the agreement was that the cats would go as soon as he got the camper!! And I still seem to notice CATS. Urgh. Now mom and dad say that they aren’t allowed to have cats down there, but when I visited him a couple weeks back, I saw two cats on the porch of a permanent resident, and I almost ran over two rabbits! (And no, they were not wild, feral rabbits. One was white/tan and the other was black, and they were clearly REX rabbits, and not mini-rexes. I think I should know my bunny-breeds by know thankies-very-much!) The rabbits were running amuck, chasing each other and kicking up their heels! So then I confronted my mom about the whole thing..
Me: So when are you guys taking the cats?
Mom: We can’t have cats down there…
Me: Uh, mom, I saw two cats at someone’s camper, and two bunnies running loose, and they weren’t strays either.
Mom: ….*blinks*…Well, er…we can’t have outside pets.
Me: MOM! These cats WERE outside! The cats were on a porch! A porch is OUTSIDE!!!!
Mom:…….Hmmm.
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|10:09 am] |
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| | WILL SMITH | ] |
Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been responding to anybody's comments or commenting on your entries and what-not. I still care what you guys say! But this cold has been kicking my ass for the past week and it's finally rearing up and trying to win. I swear I'll get around to it sometime this week, I swear it!
Anyways, I saw something DISTURBING on the today show this morning. Pharmacists are refusing to fill perscriptions for BIRTH CONTROL! Not all, just some, but it's scary just the same! Let me announce something to all the males (not men, which are a higher class of the species of man.). It is not YOUR body. It is not YOUR right to refuse medication to ANYONE, because your job is to give people the meds they need! You are not ALLOWED to give them spiritual, moral, or any other kind of advice unless it pertains to pills/meds. You aren't even allowed to give true MEDICAL advice legally, because you are not a DOCTOR. And techinically, I could sue you just for telling me I have a cold (even though it's obvious), because you do not have the credentials to do so! It's something called "The Scope of Practice". Thank you.
Continuing onward, what right is it of yours to tell a woman that she cannot get her prescription filled for birth control pills (or patches, if you're into that sort of thing) because it is against your moral beliefs???? Yes, EVERYONE has the right of refusal of service, but that doesn't mean it is right, and it certainly won't stop anyone from suing your ass. When I was a cashier at Petsmart, I could have refused to ring up anyone who had a breed of dog I didn't like (theoritically). If I did that to you, wouldn't you be mad? But this isn't even on the same level as that!!! These are WOMAN'S bodies and lives you are messing with! You refuse to fill a birth control order because you think it's playing GOD? YOU'RE PLAYING GOD! When you pick and choose who can get what medication, you are affecting those peoples lives and not for the better. If you were against medical intervention in life threatening diseases or whatever (which would raise the question of "Why the hell are you a pharmacist anyhow?"), you could deny sick people their medication because it was against your beliefs! Honestly! I am the only one who thinks this whole topic is NUTS?
Birth control isn't even slightly morally wrong, unless I suppose, you're jewish. And I won't even get into that. The pill doesn't KILL eggs or sperm or fetuses (They aren't called fetuses at that early stage, but for some peoples sake, I won't refer to the proper term.). It tricks your body into thinking you are pregnant, so that you don't ovulate and therefore can't become pregnant. HOW WRONG IS THAT??? As semi-educated professionals, you should know better! Besides, god/whoever is up there, is more powerful than any pill, and if he/it WANTS you to get pregnant, you will. No matter what.
If males are so against birth control (and men, don't get me wrong, everyone I know supports the pill, it's only demented, non-normal males I'm refering to), then why are there many children that don't have fathers in their lives? I am the only one who sees this as being hypocritical? And stupid? BOYS PLEASE! Educate yourselves. Just because you want to spread your seed like a dandelion does NOT mean you do not have a responsibility to those kids!!!!! And, if you still don't grow up, that's what we have Child Support for.
LADIES!!! Comment and tell these mother fucking pigs (and me!) how you feel!!! And if you totally disagree with me, say that too. |
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